Self realization + Life Update

Feb 24, 20134 min read

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Published: Feb 24, 2013

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^{( Cross posted from tumblr so I can bump down my adopt journal haha ; v ; )

So on Monday, I start week 5 of school and WOW I can't really believe I've made it this far haha. I know it may not seem like much, but the first two weeks were really hard for me u____u

I cried almost every night because I was so overwhelmed… I had a 6 week winter break, which may seem like WOW WHAT A GOOD DEAL but it actually really hurt me because I was so used to just being at home and having fun all the time that going back to school and having to work was just SO BAD.

But yeah!! If you'd like to know, I'm taking Organic Chemistry 1 + Lab, Biology (Diversity of Organisms) + Lab, and Social Psychology.

Ummm I guess I'm still a little behind on a lot of reading for bio, and I procrastinate a lot on ochem!! But I'm really glad because I've stopped crying in the middle of doing hw and stopped crying myself to sleep u v u

But the real point of this journal is… um… I guess for me to document this self realization. That.. even though I'm still pretty behind, I'm okay! I'm still alive, and I'm doing my (almost..) best, and I just gotta work a little harder!

Oh!! And I'm also really happy with myself. Last semester, I always went to sleep around 2-4 AM (but I had 10:30 AM classes…), but this semester, I've been sleeping around 12-1 AM, which is pretty early for me ; 7 ; I've only stayed up to 3 AM once because I procrastinated… but I'm determined not to let myself do that again! (Tests and stuff maybe exceptions hehe..)

Yeah, I guess! That's it u v u Thank you for reading!! I hope you have a really nice day!}